So this weekend was kinda really fun! I absolutely love the people in my life right now, and I love how everything is so easy with everyone because everyone is so laid back and just fun? Haters(with no reason to really hate at all) are going to talk their shit etc. but we never let it bother us and we just keep on keeping on?? YA KNOW--IT'S SO GREAT.
THURSDAY- I knew that my friends didn't have school on Friday--So I just knew everyone would be up to doing fun stuff! I waited FOREVER for Kara Mary to get out of school, then I convinced her to not go to the gym and to actually GO OUT TO EAT WITH ME instead, because the gym is overrated and so trendy. We couldn't figure out where we wanted to go, so we randomly drove to Brians house and picked him up. He didn't have an idea of where to go either, so we drove out to Boston Rd. in Wilbraham and Kara decided on Smokey Bones. We had an ugly waitress who was trying to hard. I'm not usually mean to ugly waitstaff, but this woman looked like Rosanne Barr in SHEDEVIL, mustache and all. We ordered drinks and then I decided I didn't want any food on the menu.. and Brian agreed, so when the waitress came back I told her I didn't like anything on the menu and that we were actually leaving--so if we could get to go cups for our drinks that'd be swell HOMEGIRL. We left Smokey Bones and went to Olive Garden with our to go cups. Then we went to Walmart and bought fun cups, well I didn't because I already had one--but I bought Rob one. Then we waited at the school for fricken EVER for Rob to get done working. Then we raced back to Robs house and me and kara won. Then small party @ Robs, had to carry pwig up and down the stairs like 10 times--im a nice guy what can i say, but the night was TONS OF FUN!
Friday- Woke up @ Robs, we all laid in Robs bed from like 9:30-12:30--it was wicked funny. Rob cooked us breakfast and brought it down to his bed for us, it was sick--as in SICK AWESOME DUH! Kara dropped me off early because she had things to do, and because my work is really cute and decided the only days to schedule me are fridays and saturdays 4-10pm. Heather and Jess came to my work and when they came I went on break, we drove across the street to McDonalds and Jess showed us all the cool clothes she bought @ the mall with Kara. Heather told us about her crazy road trip on thurs. to WHITE CASTLE! Went back to work, Kara, Jess and Heather picked me up @ 10 and I was at it for round 2 at Betters. I was still really tired from the night before and things got weird we all left around like 2/3am. But it was fun while it lasted.
Saturday- So Kara had these plans since like the begining of the week that LIKE when we went to Hooters, a ton of us would go to Rafters. Well I ended up getting scheduled to work Saturday go figure, and I was SO going to call out but then I realized it was the day before Easter and that KARMA the easter bunny wouldnt come. Actually im jk. I decided not to call out because i KNEW i'd probably get fired for calling out on one of the busiest EVE's of a holiday. So I missed out on Rafters :( @ my work I bought Kara Jess and Heather cool Easter cups to be festive.
After work Kara and Pat picked me up, and went to Rob's drank a 40, and a lot of Kara and Jessica's mixed ABSOLUT MANDARIN drinks because theyre the best GENEROUS friends ever! Katie Young was there for a little bit, shes always funny. Around like 1am we all decided we should go to ihop drunk. IHOP drunk is always pretty funny, esp on a Saturday night because all the drunk diversity in IHOP. Rudy told us that if we left, we couldn't come back--WE DIDN'T CARE!!!! So we took 2 cars and drove up, the car ride with Chelsea and Heather was fun, I called my dad to let him know I was working on Easter, then I called my Dad back and asked him if the Easter bunny came yet--HE DID. and my dad told me to stop calling because i was waking everyone up with my drunk ass. We got to IHOP and there were these college kids there, one of them took great interest to Jess and Kara and he sat down @ our table and was talking to them forever, he even spit his gum out @ them he was so deep in conversation! THEN AS HE GOT UP TO LEAVE OUR TABLE HE SLIPPED THEM THE 11 DOLLAR HOLLER, YUP HE JUST HANDED THEM 11 BUCKS! funniest night ever. then we came back into town and we broke back into robs house, only to leave @ 3am in hopes to find something........we never did got home around 4:15am. HAPPY EASTER!!
Sunday- Well I laid around all day until 5, because I had to work. I worked with Lauren for a bit-LOVE HER! Work wasn't dead, but it was pretty slow for the most part. I worked my ass off though condensing all the easter stuff and then Ken brought out like 20 trays for me to work out and I worked them all within like one hour it was crazy. I was a working machine, im trying to show that im a hard worker so that someone decides to give me a raise if you catch my drift here. I'm kind of upset though because we normally get time and a half on sundays, and we SHOULD be getting Holiday pay, but were only getting time and a half W/E! I'm like ready to picket the store here. I feel really bad about not calling my moms side of the family @ all the whole day. I really should have but I had like no time too, I'm going to call my Aunt Debbie tomorrow.
THIS IS REALLY LONG.
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GOD--people are so fricken annoying!
I hate how some people won't just let me live my life.
ps. everyone should download this song.
So, I'm totally dropping out of school. I just can't do it this year, it's the only thing thats bringing me down. I love my life/friends in school but it's so hard putting myself together EVERY-SINGLE-DAY. When im at school, strangly enough it happens to be when im the most emotional about my mom etc. and trying to fake a front, isn't cute and isn't ME--at all? I mean im not like psychotic or belonging in a rehab or something. I just get sad at school? I'm rarely ever sad. CAN'T I JUST CRY? I WANNA CRY OKAY.. no im totally jk, but really wow.
I've always been the person who looks down on drop-outs, and claimed I'd never drop out. I truly have EVERY intention of going back next year irregardless of whether or not I graduate would, especially this late in my high school career. I might even look into home schooling. I'm not just going to settle for some GED, eff that.
To those of you I go to school with: I'm sure you'll here all sorts of different reasons why im doing this.. But honestly.. Just know that it's the best decsion I can make right now and im trying my best to get by day to day. If you were any kind of friend, or aquantence you'd stick with me through whatever stupid mistakes. So talk all you want about how im lazy, irresponsible, pathetic.. but really im not dropping out for any of those reasons. I know I have bigger things coming for me in life, im not giving up.. just taking a little break from school.
My friends have been somewhat understanding, most of my friends are very smart and headed off to college soon. They support me through whatever I chose to do, atleast I hope--and so they say.
"True friends stick with you through the good and the bad"
As far as my father is concerned? There isn't much he can do, like everything else in my life--I RUN THE SHOW & DO WHAT I WANT. I know that sounds bad, but it's the truth. I'm more concerned about my moms side of the family finding out, I really hate to be a let down..I can tell people im going to go back all I want, but truly no one will believe me either way so it's pointless.
NOW IM SURE SOME OF YOU ARE GOING TO READ THIS AND GO ABOUT SPREADING IT, FEEL FREE BUT ALSO MENTION THAT THIS IS MY LIFE? AND IM NOT JUST DOING IT TO BE ANOTHER STATISTIC AND THAT I *DO* HAVE EVERY INTENTION OF GOING BACK NEXT YEAR.
FEEL FREE TO LEAVE COMMENTS/CONCERNS.. ASK ANY QUESTIONS YOU WANT.
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my head went through a windshield tonight--ive got a huge scrape on my fucking goregous face :(((((( my whole head is pounding, i pray that when i decide to go to sleep internal blood doesn't leak out of my earlobes.
I have pictures from the fun parts of the night, but my camera is being retarded.. i think i need new batteries.
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INSERT NEGATIVITY/CONTROVERSIAL LJ ENTRY:
It was brought to my attention yesterday that one of my very best friends, who has infact been QUITE out of touch lately, claims that im trying to break up a friendship and steal her BFFL. Sorry everyone, when drama comes in I try to step away, me and drama were SO like 2 years ago, but I can't help but get my stank face on right about now. Naturally, when you suspect that someone is being shady, you go to the person first and find out for yourself rather than just assume shit--AND THEN TALK SHIT--AND THEN CONTINUE TO TALK SHIT TO OTHER PEOPLE WHO WOULD NEVER HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE SHIT.
I have no reason, what-so-ever to break up a friendship between you and another one of MY friends, i've got hoes and bro's all over the place. Did you ever thing, perhaps that you're breaking your own friendship with this person? You're the one who got the boyfriend. You're the one who bugs out on plans when made. You're the one who lies. You're the one who doesn't use her phone. It works two ways Kelley. I love you to death, but honestly... ME THE FRIEND BREAKER? WATCH YOUR MOUTH ABOUT ME, WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE FRIENDS? ;) ILY I'm just really upset that you would tell people things like this AND misrepresent me? FOR ALL I KNOW I COULD BE ASSUMING YOU'VE SAID IT--BUT IM PRETTY SURE IT'S NOT THE CASE I'VE HEARD THIS FROM LIKE 5 PEOPLE NOW.
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k so i havent gone to school all week, and many people are talking about it.. quite frankly i just don't wanna talk about it? IS THAT OKAY PEOPLE? IM NOT OKAY ALRIGHT? LEAVE ME ALONE! LIVE AND LET LIVE, FOLKS!
Today I went and got a hair cut @ the mall and then I went two stores down into American Eagle, last friday I purchased a shirt that I wore bowling, keep in mind I absolutely hate Graphic T's but lately I can't resist some of them? They're funny and suit me, jusssst whatever. ANYWAYS for those of you who are like avid fans of my LJ you saw the pictures of the yellow shirt "IT'S HAPPY HOUR SOMEWHERE!" So I washed it the following day, and my laundry was just delivered into my room last night, the blue is like COMPLETELY NOT LIKE NEW ANYMORE?? LIKE ITS A FADED COMPLETELY DIFFERENT COLOR AND LIKE THE HARDNESS OF THE LETTERING ISN'T THERE? IT'S KINDA SKETCHY. Can I return it?? I don't have the receipt but how cheap is that? This is my first complaint about my favorite store. This unearths me. I want to like cut myself over it. I'm about to hit the shower with razors.
Anyway, I bought a different shirt off the same table today, and jusssst we'll see? HOPE AND PRAY PEOPLE.
ANOTHER PROBLEM=> We have these BBQ LAYS chips, and I just can't fucking stop myself? I keep folding the bag and putting them over to the side, and within seconds im re-opening it. It's kind of disgusting like PUT DOWN THE CHIPS FATTY MCFATTSTER. :(
I'm going drunken disco bowling tonight--BIG BALLS THIS TIME!
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Heather, Jess, Amanda and myself successfully found Tom Brady(patriots mvp)'s house in Belchertown today. We also went shopping and walked around North Hampton and then went to the mall.
BUT TOM BRADYS HOUSE WE KNOW WHERE IT IS JUST WAIT TILL HE COMES HOME! JUSSSSSST :)
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I'm so completely OVER this semester it's not even funny???
Honestly, im such a failure? I'm completely going to fail Mrs. Grants Art 2 class, actually I probably am ALREADY failing Mrs. Grants Art 2 class. I'm not handing in any final project, and im going to try my best on her final. I know I sound really lazy, but I just honestly can't deal with it---AND I DONT WANNA HEAR IT!
School is the only negative thing in my life right now, and it really sucks because I want to be the kid to succeed and have it all, socially school is amazing, great and fun. I just have had no motivation in school this semester. I NEED SOME FRICKEN ADDERALL! =(
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GOD IM OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG! ANYWAYS..
JESUS! It has been forever, just way too long. I always have things to update about because my life is just fricken hysterical and great, it's just the timing and the energy jussssst never happens. I'm WAY too A.D.D to sit here all day and post lately.
I absolutely love everyone in my life right now lol, even people im not completely close with, it's weird! I usually never like people/friends for long amounts of time, I just think im really happy with myself and my life at this point in time.
SO TRISTA AND I ARE GOING TO FLORIDA IN MARCH! I CAN'T EVEN FRICKEN WAIT, I MISS WARM WEATHER SO BAD, I WISH EVERY SEASON WAS FLIP FLOP SEASON. WE'RE GOING TO STAY @ MY GRANDPARENTS CONDO IT'LL BE FUN!
**I WANT TO GET A BUNCH OF PEOPLE TO GO TO CALI(OR ANY OTHER PLACE WARM) FOR APRIL VACATION, IM HOPING YOU SENIORS WON'T BE RETARDED AND SIT THIS OUT CUZ IT'LL BE FUN!**
So I no longer have a cell phone as of this morning lol, well I have a cell phone it's just shut off because im hood-rich like that! My $65.00 phone bill was $375.00 YEAHHHHHHH SO THATS COOL =) I NEED A NEW PLAN ASAP WITH TEXT MESSAGING.. AND I NEED A CO-SIGNER BECAUSE QUITE FRANKLY MY DADS OUT NOW! AND I NEED THIS SOON BECAUSE IM SERIOUSLY GOING TO DIE WITHOUT A CELL PHONE? I DON'T KNOW HOW I SURVIVED BEFORE ONE! =((((((
So I think im done now, time to switch loads of laundry!
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Last night was so depressing? I LOVE my family on my moms side, but I really didn't expect last night to be how it was.. after all it was christmas eve. So weird without my mom being there, especially because she was always so into Christmas.
Upon my arrival, my Grandma pulled me aside to give me a necklace her and my Grandpa bought me.. it was really expensive.. it's called "The Cross of Malta" it's a four way metal. On the top it's "The Sacred Heart of Jesus," Bottom is "Our Lady Peace" Right side "St. Christopher" Left "St. Joseph with Child Jesus" Middle "Descending Holy Spirit"
They even got it blessed by a priest.
Now if any of you know me im really not that religous at all, I was baptized catholic but I struggle with it, I don't really obey the rules.. I feel that my beliefs are better kept to me and what I think and feel, rather than following along with everyone and going to Church all the time. I have a connection within myself and christ, which I don't like to make public. This necklace meant so much to me though. LOLOLOLOL my grandparents flipped it over to read me what was on the back, and it says "I AM A CATHOLIC, PLEASE CALL A PRIEST" (like as if i were found dead?) I COULDNT HOLD BACK IM LIKE "HOW ABOUT IF FOUND PLEASE CALL A HOSPITAL?????"
anyways, so everything was going fine, we ate etc... then all like 20 of us grandkids had to get around in a circle gifts were handed out and we went around the room youngest to oldest, I couldn't help but start crying? I tried so hard to fight back the tears, and then a gift was placed on my lap, in the nicest wrappings i've ever seen? and on the wrapping paper was a silver sticker that said "Remembrances." I LOST IT.
I was water works all over the place and it wasn't even my turn yet. When it came around to my turn, it was a remembrance lamp, they're stained glass and like $50 bucks. It was just so nice. It's a butterfly lamp, which in turn sounds really fruity and queer, but my grandparents have one.. and the meaning behind it is what matters most. The butterfly stands for eternal life. I'd have to say Remembrance lamps are probably the best gift you can give to someone who has lost one they have loved. Jusssst check out the website, it's amazing.http://www.remembrances.net
Anyways, I got a lot of typical materialistic things you'd all expect me to get lolloloolololool ya'll know me.. But those are the two gifts that touched me most and had a lot of meaning behind it.
ANYWAYS I WANNA GO OUT TONIGHT AND HAVE FUN!
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Last night was just so drunkenly funny/ridiculous?
"what happens in the bedroom, stays in the bedroom."
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I can't believe it's Thanksgiving already. JUSSST CHRISTMAS IS 3 WEEKS AWAY?
YEAH? I KNOW. THIS IS CRAZY. WHERE IS THE JUSTICE IN THE WORLD TODAY? Tomorrows the first time REALLY seeing my family since my moms funeral. SHOULD BE INTERESTING!
I feel like a completely different person in my Live Journal posts lately. I just don't talk about anything funny happening in my life anymore, because there is just too much funny shit, every last second is a laughing situation in my life. I JUST NEVER THINK TO WRITE ABOUT IT? MAYBE I SHOULD DELETE HEHE :)
CAN EVERYONE JOIN MYSPACE? CUZ IT'S KIND OF BORING WITHOUT PEOPLE I REALLY LIKE ON THERE?
:-) PLUS NONE OF MY FRIENDS LIKE TO LEAVE ME COMMENTS AND I JUST NEED EVERYDAY COMMENTS SO I CAN LEAVE EVERYDAY COMMENTS =X
123123123GOGOGOGOGOGOAND IF YOU HAVENT ADDED ME YET<3 http://profiles.myspace.com/users/1623973
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My life is just SO fun/funny to even begin writing about? I JUST REALLY NEED A REALITY SHOW SRY.
BRB@PITCHING THAT TO FOX.
IM JUST HAVING SO MUCH FUN?? ALL THE TIME? I LOVE MYSELF AND EVERYONE AROUND ME? SORRY. WOW IM A FREAK TTYL!
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OKAY SO I JUST GOT OUT OF THE SHOWER, AND IM WALKING DOWN THE HALLWAY THROUGH THE KITCHEN, I GO AROUND THE CORNER ABOUT TO GO DOWN THE STAIRS, WHEN I SEE MOUNT RUSHMORE OF PUKE INFRONT OF ME. JASMINE EATS TOO MUCH PEOPLE FOODS. =/ I JUMPED OVER IT AND PRETENDED LIKE I DIDN'T SEE IT. SORRY BUT NO OFFENSE? ME CLEANING THAT UP AND GETTING MY OUTFIT ALL FUNKY AND THEN GAGGING FIRST THING IN THE MORNING? YEAH SORRY NOT HAPPENING, BETTER GET A KNIFE CUZ IT'LL BE OVER MY DEAD BODY THAT I CLEAN THAT SHIT UP!
PS. HOW WOULD YOU EVEN GO ABOUT CLEANING THAT UP?
PPS. THIS WEEKEND/WEEK HAS BEEN PRETTY OKAY FOR THE MOST, MY WEEKEND WAS REALLY FUN THOUGH PICTURES TO COME SOON! WELL NOT REALLY SOON BECAUSE I WANT TO TAKE MORE OF THIS WEEKEND AND POSSIBLY EVEN THE NEXT!
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Ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want, and I will answer truthfully and fully. Then I want you to go to your journal, and copy and paste this, allowing your friends (including me) to ask you anything.
Make the questions interesting...:)
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